Friday, March 1, 2013

Lost letter

Dear Sparky,

I've been missing you.. I think we over use those words to a degree.. we say to lots of people and at times we say say it just because its what we feel we should.  But I need you to know... I. MISS. YOU.  I think of you more than you realise.  I think my little head likes knowing that I have someone in my corner who chooses my side every time.  Even if I'm wrong.  Or crazy. Or the both all at once. 

But I need you to know, my mind wanders to you quite often.  If my heart is aching and my throat is tightening, I wish for you.  And when I'm in the grocery store and I see icing, i smile because of you. That gap my beauty of a baby has when she smiles- I think of you. 

Its not that I even talk about you tons to all my friends, but I do talk about you.  And its not that I put you on a pedestal compared to the rest of my friends, but you do stand out.  Its that my mind can always count on you.  I never doubt you. like ever.  You do things with your life that I can only hope Grace will do.  You could of drifted through life lost because of what happened to you, and no one could of blamed you, but you just didn't. 

I think I need you to know, I miss you...